Sometimes the answer lies just right infront of our eyes but instead of acknowledging it, we doubt.
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Monday, October 31, 2011
Something I have to admit.
Well, i'm pretty sure nobody reads this blog anymore. Which is a good thing, in a way. So here goes..
Dear bloggy,
I've something that I really have to admit, I guess.
I do not know how to put this but it seems that I am a depressing, low mood sorta person. Well at least at the eyes of those around me. They think I have moodswing. Well that's just the way I am, I really hope that they do not mind me putting up such a scary/fierce/serious face. I mean.. what can I do?I'm born like that, literally impossible for me to change that right? They always say be happy, just be yourself. But when I be myself, then comes the emo shits n stuff.
hELLO. i'm just being myself. If you are good enough to act as if i'm normal when i'm having these serious faces, then i'll take you as someone close. So far, none. LoL. I'm not that scary okay.
Pretty sure this isn't something to "admit" but i don't know. I'm just blabbering out what's in my mind. That's all.
Friday, October 7, 2011
Friends
You can have many friends in life. But only a few to be close to. How do you get close? What is the thing that relates you guys? It can be anything. Sitting placement? Group? Event? as long as you're doing things together. You'll get close. But what if that connection were to be taken away? It'll ruin everything, won't it? Talk about fate.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
#5 : FUCKYEAH.
As the title implies, exams are gonna be over tomorrow!
Yes, i am sad that i cannot celebrate with you. But it's not like you're my girl or something so fuck it!
Ain't got the mood to go for any celebration with fellow classmates - karaoke session?totally not wesley-ish haha/.
I guess i'll just settle for some sushi and a half dozen of beer from jusco : D
Yes, i am sad that i cannot celebrate with you. But it's not like you're my girl or something so fuck it!
Ain't got the mood to go for any celebration with fellow classmates - karaoke session?totally not wesley-ish haha/.
I guess i'll just settle for some sushi and a half dozen of beer from jusco : D
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
#3 : BTL
BTL, acronym for Business and Trade Law
Overall not very satisfied with my answers. The questions were a tad different from what the past year questions. With question asking out of the box question and some turned out to be the parts that I've totally put a "don't need to study this" sign on it!
Pass is guaranteed. But A?Don't think so.
Overall not very satisfied with my answers. The questions were a tad different from what the past year questions. With question asking out of the box question and some turned out to be the parts that I've totally put a "don't need to study this" sign on it!
Pass is guaranteed. But A?Don't think so.
Monday, January 10, 2011
#1 : Impulse
Just agreed to rent a room with Darren in prima setapak, will go and see the room tomorrow!
Tenancy will start at the end of February when the semester starts :D.
Everything done within just afew hours, lolx.
Tenancy will start at the end of February when the semester starts :D.
Everything done within just afew hours, lolx.
Sunday, January 9, 2011
2011, a new start.
I think it's about time that I return to blogging. Haha, no particular reason. Just thought that it's good to continue logging my daily life Lolx!
Okays, i'm gonna start with the numbering system!Starts next post onwards =].
Updates up until now,
------- Nothing much. I'm still the same.
Too much to talk about lahs, some I don't even wanna touch on it. So let's just put it that way. :D
Okays, i'm gonna start with the numbering system!Starts next post onwards =].
Updates up until now,
------- Nothing much. I'm still the same.
Too much to talk about lahs, some I don't even wanna touch on it. So let's just put it that way. :D
Sunday, September 26, 2010
What a what a....!
HECTIC WEEKEND! not to mention FUN!XD
23/9/10
Woke up in a very sexcited mood,weather was good, mood was good, bath water was good, everything was good! Then prepared to go Damansara to pickup KY, drove and drove and drove.. passed some toll and got into some traffic jam but it was all worth it. Picked her up and drove back to Sri Petaling and proceeded to fetch CP, Kx and Shurong. Headed to Kai Wo Bao for Dimsum breakfast.
Started our journey to PD at around 11a.m. Visited Lukut on the way and checked in at around 2pm. Lunch was great at the nearby seafood restaurant. Went around looking for nice beaches as the one near the hotel is fucking polluted. Finally found one at Blue Lagoon, it's public and it's considered one of the cleanest. =) Spent some time there.
Enjoy.
Slim vs Fat
Marks
Peace
<3
Moved on to our barbecue session at the nearby private site. Paid rental of Rm25.
Wind speeds were high and it was hard to get the fire started. Hence we called for help.(they actually use oil to ignite the fire:O)Things went well until I forgot to prepare some core items such as coals and butter. Flew out to buy. It had started raining then and we moved to the sheltered hall to continue. Barbecue'd until late night.
Enjoy.
Sunset
Creepy eyes
Coals...
Cleaned everything up and accidentally left our umbrellas there at around 1am.
Headed back to the hotel to chill out. Our pal Shurong had downed a cup of vodka 40% and a cup of red wine. After some dancing and blabbering, he fell asleep.
We continued until 3pm and went dead as well =P
Woke up the next morning, watched Home Alone on the lousy Tv and after some pictures, we went home. Love you all.
23/9/10
Woke up in a very sexcited mood,weather was good, mood was good, bath water was good, everything was good! Then prepared to go Damansara to pickup KY, drove and drove and drove.. passed some toll and got into some traffic jam but it was all worth it. Picked her up and drove back to Sri Petaling and proceeded to fetch CP, Kx and Shurong. Headed to Kai Wo Bao for Dimsum breakfast.
Started our journey to PD at around 11a.m. Visited Lukut on the way and checked in at around 2pm. Lunch was great at the nearby seafood restaurant. Went around looking for nice beaches as the one near the hotel is fucking polluted. Finally found one at Blue Lagoon, it's public and it's considered one of the cleanest. =) Spent some time there.
Enjoy.
Slim vs Fat
Marks
Peace
<3
Moved on to our barbecue session at the nearby private site. Paid rental of Rm25.
Wind speeds were high and it was hard to get the fire started. Hence we called for help.(they actually use oil to ignite the fire:O)Things went well until I forgot to prepare some core items such as coals and butter. Flew out to buy. It had started raining then and we moved to the sheltered hall to continue. Barbecue'd until late night.
Enjoy.
Sunset
Creepy eyes
Coals...
Cleaned everything up and accidentally left our umbrellas there at around 1am.
Headed back to the hotel to chill out. Our pal Shurong had downed a cup of vodka 40% and a cup of red wine. After some dancing and blabbering, he fell asleep.
We continued until 3pm and went dead as well =P
Woke up the next morning, watched Home Alone on the lousy Tv and after some pictures, we went home. Love you all.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
生.老.病.死
Everyone who is of sane consciousness that is living in this world knows that they will have to leave it one day. The moment your mind learns about birth, growth, illness and death. You know the you will one day succumb to illness and then die, if not that then it is to die naturally because of old age.
Yes. The idea of death isn't exactly what everyone is hoping for. No one is happy about the death of someone, especially when the dead is close to you. (Except for some people that is insane and loves to kill ;p)
The way you left us, I consider it as a death with no regrets. Your children have grown up and succeeded in life, they also have shown you that your family will have generations to come with their children.
Rest in Piece, Yeow Che. My beloved grandfather.
You are the one who loved me the most. You didn't know how to express love, therefore you were always giving me money. We both shared the same fate that our father died when we were young. That is why you are always giving me priority as compared to the 20+ other cousins that I have. I am very lucky to be borned your grandchild. Now, it is time to head over to a better life in the next world. Good bye.
Yes. The idea of death isn't exactly what everyone is hoping for. No one is happy about the death of someone, especially when the dead is close to you. (Except for some people that is insane and loves to kill ;p)
The way you left us, I consider it as a death with no regrets. Your children have grown up and succeeded in life, they also have shown you that your family will have generations to come with their children.
Rest in Piece, Yeow Che. My beloved grandfather.
You are the one who loved me the most. You didn't know how to express love, therefore you were always giving me money. We both shared the same fate that our father died when we were young. That is why you are always giving me priority as compared to the 20+ other cousins that I have. I am very lucky to be borned your grandchild. Now, it is time to head over to a better life in the next world. Good bye.
Monday, August 30, 2010
PCK The Movie
First of all, SJ. Sorry to see that you kena play by the whole day :P
Tried my very best to concentrate on Human Resource Management but in the end I went to Wangsa Walk for a movie :D
PCK The Movie, is kinda lame.
Tried my very best to concentrate on Human Resource Management but in the end I went to Wangsa Walk for a movie :D
PCK The Movie, is kinda lame.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Yiiipeeee!!
This, is what i've always wanted...
And this, is my new toy.
What does this mean??
Oh no.. I smell DIY Projects!
And this, is my new toy.
What does this mean??
Oh no.. I smell DIY Projects!
Thursday, August 26, 2010
What a day!
Today is indeed a very very tiring day, but it's all worth it!HAHA!
Well, isolated myself from my friends to try to concentrate on my notes but in the end I didn't accomplish much of it. Forgot to bring my notepad which had all the "guidelines" in it. Damn!
Had lunch at 2pm at MU's food court, oh god the food sucks!
Went back at 3pm. And what the hell, I slept all the way until 6pm. wtf. There goes all my time!
Ah, as for dinner. Headed to Sri Rampai's night mart with Darren, Calvin, Yi and Zhu. Oh boy we ate like mad. In the end we were sooo full!
Reached home at 10pm. w00ts.
I dunno dunno dunno what should I feel but what the heck, let it be naturally. That's all I can say.
Well, isolated myself from my friends to try to concentrate on my notes but in the end I didn't accomplish much of it. Forgot to bring my notepad which had all the "guidelines" in it. Damn!
Had lunch at 2pm at MU's food court, oh god the food sucks!
Went back at 3pm. And what the hell, I slept all the way until 6pm. wtf. There goes all my time!
Ah, as for dinner. Headed to Sri Rampai's night mart with Darren, Calvin, Yi and Zhu. Oh boy we ate like mad. In the end we were sooo full!
Reached home at 10pm. w00ts.
I dunno dunno dunno what should I feel but what the heck, let it be naturally. That's all I can say.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Exam day #1
Right, today's the first test.
Subject : Japanese
Time : 2 - 4 pm
Level of difficulty : Not so tough
Hopes : to enjoy and to score
Subject : Japanese
Time : 2 - 4 pm
Level of difficulty : Not so tough
Hopes : to enjoy and to score
Monday, August 23, 2010
So what will be your choice?
Many things can happen in life.
Whether it's pleasant or unpleasant.
What we desire or what we do not desire.
What we hope for and what we do not hope for.
We will still have to face it. It doesn't matter what the thing is, it can be any thing. Friendship, Love, Studies, A particular situation, or whatever that relates to your emotion. In the end we will still need to face it.
So that leaves you with just 2 choice -- to escape/run away from it or to face it, doesn't matter in the end whether you surrender or overcome it.
To run, is only to wait for another fateful encounter with that matter while you enjoy being free for that moment. You may or may not encounter it the way you did before but you will definitely feel the presence of the unresolved matter.
To face it, will solve it and make life easier in the sense that you've accepted it. But does it guarantee that you will still not be haunted/think about it? The fact is that there is a lot of people who have faced their reality and managed to tell it out but in the end they are still trapped in it.
In my case, I choose to not give up. I trust my beliefs although they do sound unrealistic and unattainable. But I still choose not to give up. I will continue to commit until I really get slammed in the face telling me to fuck off.
Don't try to guess what I'm referring to. You won't be able to get it right.
Whether it's pleasant or unpleasant.
What we desire or what we do not desire.
What we hope for and what we do not hope for.
We will still have to face it. It doesn't matter what the thing is, it can be any thing. Friendship, Love, Studies, A particular situation, or whatever that relates to your emotion. In the end we will still need to face it.
So that leaves you with just 2 choice -- to escape/run away from it or to face it, doesn't matter in the end whether you surrender or overcome it.
To run, is only to wait for another fateful encounter with that matter while you enjoy being free for that moment. You may or may not encounter it the way you did before but you will definitely feel the presence of the unresolved matter.
To face it, will solve it and make life easier in the sense that you've accepted it. But does it guarantee that you will still not be haunted/think about it? The fact is that there is a lot of people who have faced their reality and managed to tell it out but in the end they are still trapped in it.
In my case, I choose to not give up. I trust my beliefs although they do sound unrealistic and unattainable. But I still choose not to give up. I will continue to commit until I really get slammed in the face telling me to fuck off.
Don't try to guess what I'm referring to. You won't be able to get it right.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Good Bye Mr.Wee
人生里有相见的一日，就会有分开的一日。
我们永远不能够保持着那“开开心心每天相见过日子”的生活。这世界是没有那么完美的。
所以我们只能够珍惜有的每一刻，因为失去了就很难的再把它拿回来了。
老师，请原谅我所对过你说过的坏话。我真的是好不成熟，十九岁了还把人做到那么白痴。
谢谢你。
Good Bye.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Enjoying
Life, the way it should be.
Am officially broke for the month. Left with RM0 after paying for the parking ticket.
Fuiiiwitt. I'm starting to wonder how am I going to survive this month!
Am officially broke for the month. Left with RM0 after paying for the parking ticket.
Fuiiiwitt. I'm starting to wonder how am I going to survive this month!
Friday, August 6, 2010
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Commitment. Responsibility. Attitude
I hail from a land that is way way far from TAR College, Setapak. Well, at least it requires some traveling and traffic jamming to reach.
But when you give me something, be it an assignment discussion, a meeting or whatsoever. I will make sure that I reach by the time you have stated. Or at the very latest, 5 to 10 minutes later. :P
Before entering college, my hopes and wonders were high that it even made me sexited to experience college life. All the thoughts of having fun with my college mates and stuffs flooded my mind that I couldn't sleep! LoL.
Yeap, once you're in college, you lots and lots of people. I mean Lots! Or should I say, variety.
Yeah. Variety, types, kinds, whatever you relate to the word variety.
Two of the more noticeable things that I notice during my college life so far, already 1 year plus.
1) There will always be late comers. I don't mean 5 minutes or so. But half an hour?one hour?Sweet! That's what they're good at! I dunno. Are they too exhausted with all the college work?Busy with their own entertainment?Busy clubbing? If they are busy with all their college work then why can't they do it well after coming late or being absent?Since they are so busy and committed into finishing their assignments?Lol What a joke.
2)Now please don't think that only students exhibit such fail of an attitude. Even the lecturers do that. I must say, its either the lecturers caught these diseases from the students or they are just too stressed up which I do not think so otherwise they wouldn't be a lecturer right? The quality of humans are degrading, this is one fact we all must accept. Even me as a human feel that I am starting to be a phailure. Thanks to all you phailures, those who ain't one of you will be labeled this as well.
No I am not ranting. But please do accept the fact that this is what's happening, reality. Where's all the commitment and attitude that should be there? I do not consider myself a committed person with a good attitude. Why?Mainly because there is no need to exhibit such personalities during these times. Why bother when no one bothers?LoL.
But when you give me something, be it an assignment discussion, a meeting or whatsoever. I will make sure that I reach by the time you have stated. Or at the very latest, 5 to 10 minutes later. :P
Before entering college, my hopes and wonders were high that it even made me sexited to experience college life. All the thoughts of having fun with my college mates and stuffs flooded my mind that I couldn't sleep! LoL.
Yeap, once you're in college, you lots and lots of people. I mean Lots! Or should I say, variety.
Yeah. Variety, types, kinds, whatever you relate to the word variety.
Two of the more noticeable things that I notice during my college life so far, already 1 year plus.
1) There will always be late comers. I don't mean 5 minutes or so. But half an hour?one hour?Sweet! That's what they're good at! I dunno. Are they too exhausted with all the college work?Busy with their own entertainment?Busy clubbing? If they are busy with all their college work then why can't they do it well after coming late or being absent?Since they are so busy and committed into finishing their assignments?Lol What a joke.
2)Now please don't think that only students exhibit such fail of an attitude. Even the lecturers do that. I must say, its either the lecturers caught these diseases from the students or they are just too stressed up which I do not think so otherwise they wouldn't be a lecturer right? The quality of humans are degrading, this is one fact we all must accept. Even me as a human feel that I am starting to be a phailure. Thanks to all you phailures, those who ain't one of you will be labeled this as well.
No I am not ranting. But please do accept the fact that this is what's happening, reality. Where's all the commitment and attitude that should be there? I do not consider myself a committed person with a good attitude. Why?Mainly because there is no need to exhibit such personalities during these times. Why bother when no one bothers?LoL.
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